im so high!!!

today is just so unexpectedly wonderful! (: everything turned out so well. gahh. i was worrying for nothing as usual. maybe i should learn to sit back and relax because God will always make wrong things right in the end. yupp.


oh ya. havent said why the hell im so happy. i dont hvae to go msia already!!! that's extremely good news for me because:

1) i do not have to miss 304's gathering on thursday. im sure everyone wants me to go or else it would be BORING! right? yes! absolutely! anyway, fret not for i am going afterall! (:

2) i can chill out on friday! i know it's teacher's day but still, we students should get a treat for tolerating the teachers all this while yeah? xD

3) i can have lots of beauty sleep before the TIRING but FUN house camp which i certainly look forward to. heh. although i havent been to a house camp before, i think this particular one sounds like a bundle of fun! and it will definitely be enjoyable since i have a part in planning it! hehe.

4) i have saturday all to myself! and my PiTiful PeeTees. sigh. we currently have 2 on our hands and another one's coming tomorrow! GAHHH.

5) my parents are overseas! and that spells F-R-E-E-D-O-M! not that i was ever lack of any though. x)


the second thing to be happy about was that i discovered that it would take millions of years before the crown of thorns could take over mankind and by then, i would be dead. hahaha. i mean, when mr lim told us about the stupid starfishes which could not be easily killed, i was worrying that it might actually come onto land and destroy men! i mean, it would be difficult to pick them up one by one and then burn them before burrying them right? if we miss any part of its body, it might just multiply from there and we wont even have enough land to burry them! anyway, why are we bothering about burrying them? not like their starfish relative would bring them flowers or anything. hmmm. im getting crappy.

off!

bird * 7:46 PM 0 rocked with me

LUKEEE!!! luke tan. the cutest baby born on 27th aug! oops. xD



is small the new BIG?



awwww. so gv CAN be sisterly afterall. :P



he's IRRESISTABLY cuteeee.



who says babies dont suffer from constipation? gahh.
bird * 10:35 PM 0 rocked with me

okay i finally figured out how to upload pictures! but i still have no idea what the hell went wrong la. grrr. so anyway, i switched browser. love firefox! screams yayness. xD so anyway, i shall blog about jon's bday party! (:


naturally, the bday boy gets sabotaged. it's just the HOW...



jon doesnt need THAT much shaving cream, does he? i bet this amount is even more than the amount junyang uses on his legs!! GAHHHH. and according to renxiang, the shaving cream tastes sour. wait. HE ACTUALLY TASTED IT?!?!?!



stop hesitating, jon. just put your face in and find the non-existent 1 dollar coin!
(note: the mixture contains 4 raw eggs, cornflakes, potato chips, pepsi and other random ingredients which we found.)

yeah, that's the way. im sure you can guess, the mixture eventually got onto his whole body. haha.



jon's dad taking a photo of us taking a photo of him taking a photo of us taking a photo of him taking a photo of us taking a photo of him taking a photo of... and it goes on.



notice how shihui and her handphone are inseparable. sigh. PRETTAYE!



my new friend elisa! actually technically the first time we met was at ultraviolet but we didnt really converse so i guess that didnt count. anyway, i tried asking for her number with some corny pickup line but she didnt give it to me. ): maybe she's shy.



hmmm. doesnt wayren look cool/cute in that polo tee?!!? xD it was a supersupersuper belated bday present!!! from mindustrie. heh. i like the orange!!!


ON TO THE MORE INTERESTING PART ...


jon and his coolest present. WOMEN'SECRET. uhhuh.



doesnt jon just look like a freaking pervert/fisherman/tourist/idiot???!?!? :P shihui and i took so long to shop for the shades and the floral hat!!! jon, must wear them out okayrrr?!?!



hehe. kok and kuoying TRYING to act cool with jon's new shades which looks like the one michael jackson uses. pure coincidence! and they look like houseflies, i say.



okay jon doesnt look any better except he really does know how to play the electric. cool housefly then. but nonetheless, still a housefly! the shades is just so weird!



jon looks so happy and satisfied with all his presents, esp the green tshirt which says "1st runner up in national girl-watching championship" or sth. hahaha. tsktsk.


once again, happy birthday jon!
bird * 10:04 PM 0 rocked with me

just suddenly had this urge of going to her blog. although everything is over, she will always be remembered as a fighter, a winner and the finest example of true courage. she really does inspire me, her positive mindset even as everything seems to be crumbling in her world. i wonder how she's doing in the place where there's no pain, no suffering, no tears, and only eternal life.
it's funny how we fear death although we know that we are actually being brought to the lord...
bird * 7:05 PM 0 rocked with me

GAHHHHH. i left my camera cables at shihui's house. now i cant upload the photos from jon's bday party. ): and i havent eaten dinner!!! hungryhungryhungry!!! grrr. tomorrow i'm having english orals. cant believe we are giving speeches and i chose a most cliche topic, peer pressure. aiyah, who cares. the contents aint gonna be graded anyway. haha. still cant log on to friendster! sighhh. this is a highly random post i realise...
bird * 8:44 PM 0 rocked with me

hmmm. there's sth wrong with my com. i have to use this freaking program picasa or dont know what to upload pictures. SIGH. but since now im able to upload pictures again, i shall upload some random ones! hahah.



okay this is gv's drawing of me!!! she always draws in class... especially during physics. HEH we all know why, dont we?



IM ALL RED! it's national day mah. (: surprisingly there was no one manning the stall... anyway, why do we consider red as the national colour when our flag actually has more white than red? hmmm.



gv and xian acting spas with those weird cloths. at CHINATOWN! we had to go there to get fabrics for rs. SIGH. but i got a pair of denim berms from there! yay. and we did NOT buy any cloth after 3 hours of loitering. heh.



what more can i say? i love gv!!! :)


i hope i'll be able to upload this... ><
bird * 11:59 AM 0 rocked with me

School was boring as usual. to think i could survive through 6 whole blocks of lessons is insane. and there wasnt even bio lesson! xD however, at least there was some public stripping right in front of the head prefect to spice things up a little. =P hah. thumbs up for shihui!


anyway, i dont exactly LOVE graphs. it's just not my kind of thing. that's why im typing this instead of doing my math assignment which is due like tomorrow? haha. it's so freaking hard to use a french curve or the bendable ruler thingum. my graphs are forever out of shape. =( i want to go back to logs!!!


went rollerblading after school. actually i only went on wheels because my mum asked me to help her buy bananas. talk about healthy living! she doesnt even want to go and buy the bananas herself! but i sort of went willingly cos i could rollerblade there just for fun! (: i was given 2 bucks and the bananas only cost $1.30. so i bought a lollipop too! damn! i feel so childish. haha. anyway, while blading back, the most unlucky thing happened. i fell! plus i fell fell on the freaking road! i was just unlucky la. the stupid car just swerved towards me for no reason! i wasnt even moving for goodness sake. and the driver even smirked at me! sigh. now i have ugly scratches on my beautiful calves! but i guess it's just my luck! ):
bird * 8:09 PM 0 rocked with me

had been staying out a lot since last friday. in fact, i stayed over at shihui's and didnt went home till saturday late in the afternoon. realised i do miss my house actually. heh. it's messy but cosy! yay. staying over at shihui's was loads of fun! in her house i just get the feeling that no one really cares what i do! yes, that spells F-R-E-E-D-O-M! and with no one around to disapprove, it's time to seriously misbehave! (not that my parents ever cared) but we didnt do lots of things though... most of the time shihui would just be giggling at smses from her you-know-who. :P



ULTRAVIOLET WAS ROCKIN' COOL! xD i had so much fun and paint all over my face!!! >< and now i've got muscle ache all the way from butt down! sigh. but it was all worth it i guess! my planet DID get shaken! and i hope everyone who went enjoyed themselves! it was kinda difficult to get everyone together though.. sigh. at least i made a new friend! ELISA! she's like uber nice! [= just like me. the only exciting thing that happened on saturday was probably walking right into a club to order a glass of red wine! okay maybe red wine aint that cool but still it was my first try! and the guy actually didnt really care if i was underaged or not! haha. weird... but i loved saying the words "keep the change" it just feels so shiok!!! (sorry, ben!)
bird * 7:51 PM 0 rocked with me

hmmmmm. im supposed to be chionging my chinese pt. SUPPOSED TO. i just have no sense of urgency i guess. sigh. kind of frustrated by the fact that i cant post photos on my blog. grrrr. what happened to my com!!! cant even log on to friendster. even my com doesnt like me. or maybe it's trying to help me concentrate... yeah, i NEED to start on my individual component for chinese pt!!!


it is weird that im actually having this urge to speak mandarin to everyone! chinese pt chinese pt. gahhhhh.
bird * 6:30 PM 0 rocked with me

i have been looking forward to today cos i was supposed to meet up with my juneday group! haha. cant really remember them already. im really bad at names! bleah. anyway, it ended up that gabriel and i were the only 2 who bothered to turn up. sigh. but in the end, it became more of a shooting gathering. hahaha. poor gabriel must have felt damn left out. xD


watched 2 movies today! haha. click and tokyo drift. i feel pampered! i simply love watching movies! maybe it's because they always have happy endings-- either the good guy wins and the bad guy dies or the princess and the prince lives happily ever after. i just allow myself to get lost in fantasyland. and then i can temporarily forget about my own life. haha. anyway, i love action! but tokyo drift still aint that nice somehow.. hmmm. maybe im just sad that i didnt get to see the guy selling popcorns yesterday. =( the han person in tokyo drift was damn cool! i rmb he said sth like "life is simple. just make the decisions and live it -- do not regret." sth along the lines of this la. xD


POOL!!! i missed playing pool! so we went to play after eating at ben and jerry's. yumyum. chocolate fudge brownie!! hahahah. i dont mind getting fat from eating b & j's!! "who needs a boyfriend when i already found 2 great men to love-- BEN and JERRY!!?? anyway, pool was fun though i kind of suck after i stopped for like 3 months. or maybe 4 or 5. cant remember. i think the first game was fun though. cos i ended it with a nice shot. it wasnt some thing like a lefthander's ball or a jump but it was just kind of cool la. hehe. i love pool!


oh ya, happy birthday singapore! or rather.. it's a belated bday! haha. singapore is 40 this year! right? i think so.... my dad's the same age! haha. lee kwan yew's a really smart guy and singapore wouldnt be singapore today if it werent for him! =D he's just really cool. and i just wanna pray that singapore will be saved someday. amen(:
bird * 4:10 PM 0 rocked with me

as you can see, today was fun! though it started out as a thoroughly screwed day... i woke up late and was almost late for the first time in my entire life in rg! anyway, i realised what i wore was illegal so i had to borrow pants from shihui! thanks, shihui! =) BUT... maybe if you are determined to be happy, nothing can stop you! that explains my mood now! heh.

watched lakehouse with my mum, gv and shihui! it's goddamn nice man! i think the storyline's absurd yet cool. it taught me that sometimes it pays to WAIT. you might miss the good, but the BEST always comes last. yupp. those who havent watched, go watch!! hehe =)

bird * 2:36 PM 0 rocked with me

ARGH. i think im so goddamn childish. from the inside out. i just dont use my brain to think at all. but then again thinking about things makes me depressed. is ignorance really bliss? i have never thought hard about what i want to do with my life. so now im screwing everything up. EVERYTHING! schoolwork, PB, house, shooting, family, friends, my LIFE! life just sucks when you realise that you are getting nowhere and you feel that your presence is simply meaningless.


i totally give up on my schoolwork. i realise that no matter how much i do, there will always be more to come! those mountains of homework we get are really impossible to finish, except for superwomen like guoling maybe. now i dont even bother about homework. i really have no idea what i spend my time on. days just come and pass. month after month, year after year, i just get more confused than ever. how i wish i could have the simple child-likeness in me, like back when i had first entered rg...


PB has kind of dropped in the order of my priorities. maybe it's because nothing significant is coming up yet. or maybe it's because i have lost the passion. where's the fea? it is just so contradicting when we call our batch fea but what really is lacking in our batch is the team spirit, the bond that binds us together. all of us are just drifting further and further away... or were we even close to start with? i dont know about the others but PB really mattered a lot to me a few months ago. maybe it's the exco results. haha. it's just kind of disappointing la. i wish orientation would come quick so it could temporarily take my mind off everything. heh.


house! for those who were at school today, you'll probably know that im now tarbet vice captain'07. i really dont know whether to frown or to smile. i am glad that i got vice captain at least but i just feel so bad cos i wasnt even in house comm. nevermind, i can always learn! and time is all i need. lee qi, let's rock tarbet together! =)


shooting is just plain sad. i seem to have lost all my hopes. although i try to be positive on the outside, inside it's rotting. i mean, shooting makes me happy yet it makes me depressed and worried most of the time. shooting gives me hope yet it makes me lose all my hopes in just a single moment. maybe it was a wrong choice to join shooting afterall. maybe i shouldn't have hoped. i shouldn't have believed in myself. i tried so hard but i just end up losing everything in the end. was it really worth it? maybe it is true that in sports cca, most ppl would just reach a peak and then remain stagnant or drop in their standard when they suddenly see no point in the sport, in the competitions they had worked so hard for. i know i have to be strong for the rg shooting team. maybe taking a break would be good.


i have been pmsing a lot at home lately. especially towards my mum. i just feel so guilty la. and i feel so restricted now that my sister's taiwan friend is staying over. i know her friend is nice.. but it's like i cant even be myself at home.it just pisses me off. sigh. and not to mention, i dont even get to talk to my sis. but i am not interested in what she says and she doesnt care about what i say. so we seldom talk nowadays.


ppl say friends are the most important people during teenage and i totally agree. aaahhhh. why am i a girl? i agree with xian that girls are kind of scary. girls go around telling ppl "i love you, you love me" but who knows if they actually keep voodoo dolls of 'the people they love' and torture those dolls right after expressing their LOVE? xD guys are just so much more straightforward. they can march up to you and say "i hate you" right into your face. life would be much easier if we were all guys i think...


i wonder why did God ever create the world where there is so much more troubles and unhappiness than joy and laughter?


this is such a depressing post but i feel so much better after typing everything out! GEES.
bird * 12:44 PM 0 rocked with me

woah! today was such a tiring day. im both physically and mentally drained. it feels so good to be able to lie on my bed. xD my fingers are hurting like shit i realised but at least i didn't get any cuts like poor huiwen. =( hope it'll heal fast and there will be no scar!


selling balloons aint as easy as you would think. making the balloons was the fun part actually. it was just so damn hard to SELL them! i mean, i dont think there's anything wrong with our balloons. they look super chio. to me, at least. =) maybe it's the ppl. hmmm. but we still made quite a lot. so i think singaporeans are kind afterall. but i really cant stand the ppl who donate like TEN CENTS?!?! and to think they still have the cheek to ask for TWO balloons. it's for charity please?! like wth.


ri ppl are just so loser. they take so fricking long to clear up and they dont even know how to sculpt balloons. hmmm. maybe i shouldnt go to rj. at least there was someone from ac who came all the way from choa chu kang just to donate ten bucks to us! =) thanks uh!


andand we spent a few hours waiting for the ri guys and in the end we didnt even eat with them! not that i really wanted to anyway... but i aint pissed la. no hard feelings =) maybe im pissed at kok who thinks that everyone is pissed and acted so pissed. but not really la. i just wanted to get home i guess. sorry to everyone i've offended today! xD
bird * 1:50 PM 0 rocked with me

it sucks when you want to say something so much but you are NOT ALLOWED to. i dont know if i should be happy or sad. things just dont turn out the way you want them to. sigh.
bird * 1:22 PM 0 rocked with me

"It kind of sucks sometimes when you know something "bad" is happening and you can't help. And it sucks that sometimes the people who seem the happiest are actually the saddest of all.

God, life IS unfair. :("

yuwen's blog

hmmm. i think i know what yuwen was referring to. gosh do i suck! i wouldnt have noticed if i hadnt found out from kok and yuwen. it's just so sad. and to think i was actually complaining about how mean she was to me. i mean as her friend, i didnt even notice anything wrong. and now that i know, there's nothing i can do. =( indeed, things arent always what they seem. sigh. is it really beyond hope? isnt there anything we could do at all?
bird * 4:43 AM 0 rocked with me

yay. i just tidied up my wardrobe. im damn proud of myself! it took me 2 hours. =D you can imagine how much clothes i have. i havent blogged for the past 2 days! so i guess i'll have lots to talk about. well actually i ALWAYS have a lot of stuff to say. xD


thursday was great! geog was finally over though i think i flunked it. =S i realised that i studied wrongly. =X mrs haugen dint tell us that we only needed to mug the coastal defences and management! or did she? anyway, i didnt really concentrate on all the groynes and seawalls and i couldnt name any examples! but heck. at least it's over! =) after school we had LOTS of inter-house games! =D interhse shooting, interhse tabletennis comp, interhse netball. and duh, i was at interhouse shooting. it was quite fun la. most of the time i was sitting around doing nothing. so i started to 'scold' those who werent in tee and shorts! how dare they ignore the rules!! GAHHHHH. maybe i should bring more dirty and smelly clothes... tarbet got 2nd for club members' event and 4th for non-shooters' event. hehe. ALL THE WAY, TARBET!


friday which was yesterday (it suddenly seems so long ago), was rg dance concert! it totally rocked la. but before that i went out with kok and yijie and amelia! kok's taste sucks i must say. =P she likes all those DAMN WEIRD stuff and she pulled us all the way to raffles city shopping centre just to buy her billabong belt from the concept store! and in the end she didnt even buy it!!! haha. stupid kok. =P anyway, we passed by ben and jerry's and i found something interesting! a chocolate brownie room spray! it is supposed to make your room smell all chocolatey i guess so i tried a little on my wrist. IT TOTALLY STINKS! like wth. i had such a hard time getting rid of the disgusting smell. EEEW.


i got lost while finding my way to victoria theatre. like SHRUGGGS. and when i asked some random auntie passing by, she told me i was right infront of victoria theatre! and so i realised. damn LOSER. anyway, i love shihui in her lovely yellow flamenco dress! and she looks funny in the pyjamas thingum! xD
( we invaded the backstage just to take a photo with fwee!)
( waiting at the station for half an hour just to get a suitable stranger to help us take this photo was worth it i guess!)

during the concert, i was sitting with ada and she was trying to shush me all the time. =( andand! my SLs were selling flowers! =) although we didnt manage to sell ALL the flowers, we still earned around 200 plus bucks. not bad, i say. well done SLs! haha. it gave me a shock when the teacher first told them to head home cos she only needed FOUR people to sell flowers. like wth. and i had to bring them out to eat! i felt like a nanny bringing 20plus sec1s out! heh. but it was kind of fun.. anyway, jiayou for your teachers' day performance!
bird * 3:52 AM 0 rocked with me

didnt go to school today. couldnt sleep yesterday night cos i had a really bad throat. again. except this time it aint half as bad at least i didnt cough out blood or anything. xD


anyway, i just received news that geog SA's duration has been changed to 45 mins! pleasant surprise, i say. =) it may not a make a difference to people like joanne wong who writes hell fast but to me, 20 mins more could mean life or death!

reform! reform the shooting club we must! therefore, i have RE-implemented some rules. notice how i stressed on the RE because the rules have always been there but it's just that no one actually adheres to them.


rule no. 1: it is compulsory for all sec 2s, 3s and 4s to attend at least ONE school training per week.

rule no. 2: members will have to wear a school-approved tee and shorts for training. if anyone should fail to abide to this rule, she will have to wear some random dirty and smelly set of PE attire which will be provided by me! =D

rule no. 3: i havent came up with it yet so erm. suggestions are welcome! =)


eh. i just hope the farewell chalet [if there's gonna be one] will turn out to be fun... ><
bird * 12:03 PM 0 rocked with me

Your Inner Blood Type is AB!

Your personality is hard to define - you're very unconventional. And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week! Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality. This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil. You are most compatible with: everyone! Famous Type AB's: Jackie Chan and Marilyn Monroe

bird * 11:25 AM 0 rocked with me